Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thank You for makin me broken...

From teh Title itself you can easily think of heart aches and pains.. God help me.. I don't know what to do.. He broke up with me without telling me the reason why, he just leave me some msg on friendster telling me that he want to stop and broke up wif me.. Fuck.. Hate this..



*bleeding*

Thursday, March 26, 2009

My Heart beats again..

...My heart beats for this guy and maid me fall in love in every single thing he does. As time goes he told me that his in love with me. "hindi nmn kita nki2ta plage saka nka2usp ng personal pro naramdaman q lng na gs2 kita mkausp lage ska hinahnp kita".. I ask him how and why he fell in love with me. I am now chattin with him on Ym.. "Honey love you so much!! :P

He asked me too on how and why I fell in love with him, I just answered "ewan ko d ko maexplain bsta ramdam ko lng na luv na luv kita".. This also explains that no words or phrases can tell how much I love him because when you love, you cannot explain or determine when, how, and where it will come to you. I just realize that in the end of "the day" I want him, I need him and missed him so much.




~Love you Honey~

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

OMG!

What the!.... I was like, yey! this day will be a good day for me!! :D I went to my friend's house and bound together. We played a lot of games and laugh at each other. LOL that was fun :D

BUT When I came home....

and played ragnarok... there is this player made me pissed while pvping!!

-_- I can't do anything coz the are like GODLIKE in pvp >.<




Poem For the Day..

Could You Be The One For Me?

Could you be the one for me?
Could you be my find?
Could it be, after all this time,
Fate is going to be kind?

Could you be the one for me,
The one to help me forget
The man that broke my heart, my soul
The man that haunts me yet?

You tell me that I'm beautiful
Something I've never heard
But the one still lives here in my mind
That couldn't spare a kind word

It's going to be hard to forget
And pick up the pieces he left
Could you be the one to teach
How to love again and forget?

Could you be the one to come
And mend my broken heart?
Are you willing to piece together
What another broke apart?

It won't be an easy job, you see
My road has been long and rough
And the heart that was once so soft
Is now shut, locked, and tough

But I can feel my heart open again
It's opening for you
Just come in, and love me back
That's all you have to do

I must ask you one small thing
Before we kiss and part
Please be nice and kind to me
I'm tired of broken hearts



*Credits to the Author*

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

*Confused*


....I feel so tired today.. I keep on thinkin about this guy. I must admit it that I like him and I know he feels the same may too but yet he doesn't show me.. Weird huh? I don't know whats with him.. >.>
Well I just want to wrote this, I'm bored and sleepy -_-

And oh.. I also met another guy, his nice and friendly. He makes me laugh when I'm bored.. I don't know whats wif him too but I must not fall in love wif this another guy. I don't want to missed interpret his kindness.....

The truth is I can easily fall for a guy.... -_-

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

A Trip to Bailen

Date: February 8, 2009; Friday
Destination: Bailen ( I don't have any idea where is this place lol)
Event: Fiesta
Time: 7:00am (but they woke up late err..)

My grandmother invited us to join their celebration in Bailen. I was like "huh? where is that place?. Father said it is within Batangas area or so. The whole family was invited, Diaz Family and Bantugan Family. I don't know why we were related to each other but they said we are all "mag kamag-anak". Most of the family members were old citizence and the main reason why they are all late for the call time, they moved like turtles LOL..

We brought like 8 cars including vans its because we are like 20+ people. Along the road we had conversation with my cousins, of crs I'm driving my car and loaded 3 people inside it. I had so much fun while talking with them, and there is this "super gwapo" cousin of mine sitting at the back. Oh my, nuu! its my cousin hehe.. Along the road I noticed that we passed through Tagaytay. It is like the edge of the earth way through Bailen! and some roads are not yet reconstracted since it is on mountains. I worried about my car coz yah know it is small! or maybe its tires cannot make it to our destinations. Well surprising my car get through all that mady road hehe..

When we arrived, some of our relatives approached and introduced their selves to us. We are happy that we are welcome in that place. My father looked for the garadge where they can park our cars. Father said there is this memorial park which is owned by the family, they went through there and park all the cars. While waiting for them, we entered the houses of our relatives, God it was huge. Minutes passed and still father isn't there, I wondered where is this memorial park is to took them so long.

It was 11:30 when the owner of the house ( which is the one who invited us and our relative) invited us to come and eat lunch. Food are all ready when we arrived, it was catered by our cousins, thats what i've heard. It overwhelmed me when I taste all different kinds of viand. It was so delicious OMG! Im on diet but I almost grab all the viands! hehe

Then after we went through Bailen, we headed next to tagaytay wet market to buy some meat. Mom said it is ideal to buy meat in tagaytay because of it is really fresh. After that we headed back home. Im so tired and I can't control my eyes so I fell asleep. I dunno what happend next but when I woke up we are in Kawit >.<.. I had so much fun and great experience here in Bailen, I wish next year we will be able to come again xD



pic wif mah mom :3

Saturday, February 7, 2009

What a day!

Last Friday was the schedule for our examination for Philippine Constitution, and guest what! I was late! My God! It is because of the heavy traffic in Imuz! Well I knew that it is always traffic in that area! Can I blame my self if I fell asleep when I was studying on my coach?!! I was like, BAD TRIP! Yes! Super.

I texted Allan to say that "if ever I am late don't let anyone go out of the room so I can take exam". Then when I arrived, WHAT THE!.. Someone is outside the room! Allan told me that he announced what I texted earlier.. I was sooo angry! and I want to kick that guy's butt out of La Salle! and yes! its raining and I went through out professor's department at SBC.. I talked to him and said that I wasn't able to get the exam because Im god damn late! >.< He told me to go back at the room but suddenly he asked if somebody went out of the room. I said yes there is one! and FUCK HIM! LOL! Sir. Jessie said (our professor) I must and should study very well because special exams are too difficult! OMG! I know that! and I wasn't expecting this to happen! No one wants to be late on their exam!! God dammit! now I need to study again for that special exam which is on Tuesday!

I don't know how to start and knowing my grade in that subject in the prelim period was failed! I can tell now! that I will fail this subject! AND because of that idiot stupid classmate of mine!! errr!!!! Hell yah! >.<

I went to my car and cried! omg! this can be the reason IF I FAILED on my crse!! >.<